the best way to a girl’s heart is through her fandoms
May 2012
6 posts
Are you going to "The Beatles: The Lost Concert" movie premier in a few weeks?
If i knew what it was, probably… Beatles are cool
are you planning to go see 'the beatles: the lost concert' film?
If i knew what it was, probably… Beatles are cool
O Fuck
So it seems like a fair few peoples’ lives are going to the doghouse, and instead of being able to fight it, I’m heading there with them at top warp speed.
I have managed to alienate myself completely due to my inability to hide those emotions which I am usually so good at concealing.
I can not hide how much I would like to simply hang out with that girl I like more, which whilst is a hard enough thing to do usually, I am completely failing at being smooth around her. Herp Derp.
I can not hide how much one of my friends hurts me and I am hurting them, I sent them away and now I have lost one of my best friends.
I feel I can not compete with others in any way, shape or form.
I am suffering in one stupid subject and the one person who could help me is always too busy or ditches me for something else when we make time to study. I want to feel like I am at the end, but the reality is, if I fail this one subject, it will be by barely. Like a stupid 49 :( There is still 2 assessments left totalling 60% of my mark.
Im not sleeping properly, im not eating properly and seeing as Im trying to lose weight, my thoughts are not around ‘what can i eat next’ and more around suicidal thoughts… I never thought losing weight was going to be so hard but my dependance on food is disgusting….
O please help me get through the next 5 weeks
